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This has been a big theme in my life that got really activated in pregnancy and mothering (a time when it truly gets very hard to just continue to do things alone). I’m not on the other side of it fully but a lot has opened.

You also offered a way to look at the ‘I am alone’ pattern that I never noticed before but I really do see it now. Thank you.

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Yes.. motherhood is so activating for this. I think this was a huge piece of my insomnia.. just trying to hold it all alone.

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Sep 26Liked by Clara Belize Wisner

Thank you for this. I too have this wound, this is really helpful for me to reflect on. I feel less alone 🙏🏻❤️‍🩹

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I’m so glad Amy. 🧡

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Oct 5Liked by Clara Belize Wisner

Thank you so so much For sharing this vulnerably. Every word of this resonates with me and that deep desire of connecting with the Women in my community has been deeply alive since last Cople of years and thank you for showing the way how to go about it.

I cam totally see how I am in the wound of "I am alone" and made so much of my life around this wound. I feel like I am gonna listen this post atleast a couple of times more.... just by listening you, I felt my pain of it became fresh.

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Thank you.. I'm so glad you found these words.

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OMG thank you for writing this. Thank you thank you. Reading lines with eyes wide open in resonance. Goddess absolutely brought me to this. I received a download last week where the divine said “I’m sending someone to you, don’t push them away.”

How synchronous to do a heart chakra cleansing today and finding the root of my apathy / judgement / frustration with selling/promoting my work was the belief “I am alone” and I can’t trust people. Goddess telling me that this belief won’t work for me anymore in my new reality. The wails of pent up grief that released. After the clearing, an image came up — of me being on a stage and then stepping down to be a part of a circle of women.

Wow. Thanks again for your honesty in this piece. Wishing you the highest good for VILLAGE 🌹

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Thank you so much Vashti. I am here.

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Sep 26Liked by Clara Belize Wisner

This whole thing landed for me. ❤️‍🩹 Thank you for expressing the essence of what I’m experiencing - and what I feel the collective is being invited to experience too. 🙏 🥰

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You are so welcome. You are not alone. We are not alone.

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